Because of you

English class sucks
Date: April 2, 2009

Dear diary

So here i am in English class....I don't know why the hell I am in it. I mean mean it's totally pointless. So instead of doing class work, I am at the back of class writing in my diary. I don't have much time, i may write a real entry later after school. All i know right now is these lyrics i feel match us so well....it's good. it reminds me of how i used to be right after I broke up with Jayne's dad. He did not want to be a dad so i left him, of course he never told anyone about me or jayne. Sometimes i wonder why.

Anyway i have the notes planned and everything, it all came to me. The father of Jayne.

Because of you
Written by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

~ Sarah
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