Date: May,5th, 2007
Dear diary
You will never guess what happened....I am a mommy, my little girl came to greet me for my birthday. She came one day early, but I don't care...she is my precious little Angel I love her so much. I am going to provide for her and love her more than any mother has loved their daughter. My mother came around to the hospital. She wanted to see me and her granddaughter...She was drunk as usual. The nurses wouldn't let her in and I was glad....I have nothing to say to that woman, as far as she is concerned I have no mother.I will learn from my mother's mistakes. I will get a job ill buy her thing's food clothing, ill love her and protect her. I will provide for her. She will never have to come home from school to clean up all the liquor bottles and clean the house and cook her mother food...no I will do it all and we will have each other.
I have only held her oncne so far. I can't wait for her next feeding to looking into those beautiful eyes of her. One of the nurses was also kind enough to buy a disposible camera for me and took some photos of me and my jayne. I can't wait to see them developed. I can't help but notice my Aunt and uncle acting a little strange...it was like they didn't want me to hold jayne at all i don't understand why.
She is my daughter i am going to hold her. I am going to love her and treat her right. nothing will stop me for providing for my little girl NOTHING!.
Anyway i am a little tied now, i need some sleep before they bring me Jayne back.
Sat Dec 04, 2010 11:06 pm by 
